In response to: in loVe or in aGony??

It's really weird coz I've been thinking the same thing.. why? I can't tell u here but I guess it's kinda lonely being... alone.. lol

Truth is tho.. I'm not unhappy. I'm quite fine by own. I see eye candy and I go "aaaah.. is he single?" lol..

I see sweet couples and I go "aww.. so sweet." internally of course.. i have to remain my -ehem- cool facade.. XD

I see annoying couples, I'd be like "eww... lame.." I'd probably laugh at their face if I was mean enuff...

But there are some couples where I'd be like: "wtf? I wanna boyfriend too!" hahaha.. that so

sucks...

=.='

It's kinda lame to wanna have a boyfriend juz coz someone else has one. but sometimes.. i can't fucking help it.. D=

Altho, i think we're thinking too much into this coz we're not meeting anyone new at the moment n some people are getting on with their so called relationships (refer to fb)... so I guess we're in between this need to be in luv and agony.. -sigh-

One thing tho: I have to not be fucking intimidating in the future.. seriously.. why the hell are people (guys) scared of me? i dunno if scared is the proper term tho... aaah... whatever.. i'm emo now... =S

wud it be too much if I wanted this guy.. please? ------>

n damn, he has an attitude... chyeah!

xoxox,

tieq

Mixed Feelings...

I am fucking furious. And depressed. And frustrated. And on top of it all, fucking close to tears.

Stupid weakness of mine. Why can't I be like one of those people who can be extremely angry without any tears spilling out of their fucking eye sockets!?

-sigh-

The fucking main reason for this 'mixed feelings' as the title mention above is of course, as Nad already know, THE LOST OF MY PENDRIVE. And it is just not an ordinary pendrive people, it's 4 gig and it contains a whole lot of many precious things that I store mostly for my own entertainment if I'm in bored or anything. Not only that, it also contains all of my work, as in my fanfic work! which had taken lots of time, dedication and energy!!! URGH!!!~~~

And I blame it all to my mother. Why? Who asked her to clean up my room! I've told her many times to just leave the room as it is eventhough the room is very messy or like tongkang pecah terbalik or something cuz it is easier for me to find my things!!! I'll clean it myself, mother!!! Also, there's a possibility that my little bro went into my room and play with the damn pendrive as my mom always lepak in my room thus of course my lil bro (of who I hate) will be tempted to go in there as he is very attached to my mom! Why oh why!!!???

So you see, indirectly my dad is also responsible because he's the reason why my mom doesn't hang out in their, THEIR, room for reasons that I have no intention to tell cuz as most of you already know, I dislike my dad. Therefore, my parents are the one to blame!!!

Not to mention my adik - Ismail - can be such a major royal pain the fucking ass for being so stubborn and pigheaded and why oh why can't he just listen to me!
Starting from 1 p.m. is my time to use the comp. I fucking thought we already have an agreement but oh no, he's insist on shutting the fucking computer down around 3 p.m. of which has been operated from fucking 7 a.m.. Therefore, whether I like it or not, I have to wait for at the very least one hour before I can use the damn comp! Stupid him. Thanks goodness I am very lazy to fight with him or I swear to god I'll crash the damn comp myself so that all of us can't use the damn comp. Fair and square.

And I fucking miss Yunjae. -heard gasps of horror-
That is right people, I miss Yunjae. Probably because I've been reading too may Yoosu fics...-.-''' -sigh-
I've save so many fics in that pendrive, fics that I haven't read yet, fics taht I wanted to read at night before I go to sleep, fics that have cost me time to cut and paste one by one and also time to search for good fics and they are gone. TT.TT Do you have any fucking idea how frustrated I am? Besides, there are a lot of vids in there (DBSK - related) and those vids cost time people!!! They cost me time and patience!!!
urgh...

I need my pendrive back...TTT.TTT.TTT.TTT

The last and first thing that came into my mind before I go to sleep and when I wake up is my pendrive...

WUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-aish

in loVe or in aGony??

ughhh...the title explains ALL!!
dn't want to talk abt it..
suxx much~~

nway, let's talk abt ipOd people!! i want to buy it!!
or ANY gadgets which can hold up tons of songs!
i've been restraining myself frm dwnloading kewl songs these few days!
jz cos i dn't own a laptop...( jelez giler kat tieq!!~)

i think i want the nan0..
idk y..cos it has the features i like..
built-in fm..camera..
idk! need ur opinion guys...
gonna buy it, soon!!

let's go out!
one utama?? curve?? sunway??
ape2pun i'll be free after march..
sbb dh xtlg ma mum kat kedai...

to tieq --> hv u heard the song "Make Me Wanna Die" by the pretty reckless?? ak xtau npe ak ske sgt...luv the guitar...

i want to get a driving license! plisss... T.T

act, i'm nt that happy..
but, i'll try my best to find true happiness in this life...*wink*
wish me luck guys!!

ok, that's all from me...i miss u guys, so much!!! muahxx...
ttyl~~

luvs, nad_ka <3

Lay - out ~

So! Because only three people voted for the layout - me,tieq and nad - thus I take it that is all? -.-'
It's not like dis blog is popular, just among us. TT.TT

SO HERE IT IS PEOPLE, THE NEW LAYOUT!!!

If you have any complaints or dissatisfaction and do by all means tell!!!

-aish

-Screams in joy-

*god, I'm such a fan -.-'''*

I'm just so freaking happy rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-calm down and take a moment to take a very deep breath which was used just now to scream at the top of lungs-

Just got the news like 2 minutes ago and most probably no one will be interested in this post but oh hell, I'm too in joy to care of those mundane stuff. =)

My boys!!! All of them are in Aussie rite now!!~~ (xcept 4 Yunnie...grr. just go there already! ur babies are in Sydney!!!)

Let me get the story straight, that is if anyone is interested to know what I'm talking about, why I'm so happy about this little news and what's the big deal about it.

Okay, here's the thing. Changmin went to Australia first about two days ago to film his drama - Paradise Meadow/Ranch. He went alone as in no other members are with him.
Then! Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu and Yoohwan (YC's little brother) were spotted in Sydney today!!! =D And it could only mean two things ;

-they went there for a holiday
- and to support their maknae (the youngest in the group = Changmin)!!!

I mean, why else would they go to Sydney. They could choose Thailand (they love Thai foods especially JJ cuz it's spicy) or just stay at Korea (cuz Junsu is busy with his Mozart theater) or perhaps Malaysia (which is kinda impossibel -,-'). Therefore people, I'm filled with happiness! It's brimming over and for those who want to share it, please do!!!

And yes, I might be wrong about the whole reasons for why they are there but...but... I want it to be true! Don't shatter my dreams people!!! T.T

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

p/s I should probably post this at one of those many DBSK forum for it is more appropriate but I'm not even a member there. -.-'

-a very happy aish \(^-^)/