I'm hating

a person at the time being.

Will talk later if I want to.

Fuck off.

-aish

Happy Chinese New Year~

Yeah.. My post has nothing to do wif CNY tho.. I juz want to tell u guys to check out Ryan's latest videos... the idiot.. i was laughing my ass off! XD subscribe to his channel if u like him too..http://www.youtube.com/user/nigahiga

n i think adam n kris is soooo cute!!! so maybe... like u guyz... i actually have a real life yaoi pairing that i like... omgosh... their so cute...seriously... X3 i'll post the vids down here..



aww... surprise huggle... adorable..



juz for fun vid... dorang berdua sengal ah... so many idiotic vids of them.. soo cute.. aaah.. soo happy~

that is all guyz.. besides that, i wanna watch the lightning thief.. i know i da beberapa kali da ckp but u know.. i hope but saying it a lot of times, i'll actually get to watch it.. =.= hnn.. not working...

anyway, that is all.. adam + kris n nigahiga rocks my socks! o.0

luv,

tieq~

It's been a while people~

Yo,yo,yo! Aish is in the house~~~ -.-'''

So! As promised, here is the link to my livejournal~~~ If you guys want to comment do tell me first at here so that I can open the comments thingy to everyone. ^^

http://aish13892.livejournal.com/

Oh, and I'm not really that famous so...yeah. =P

To Nad, here is my advice. (lol.)

Why don't you just forget about her? -.-' I mean, even you said it yourself that it is not love anymore, it is more of an obsession so it is probably best for you (and her?) that you let go of her for a while until you can differentiate and control your feelings well enough.

Try to make yourself busy by reading books perhaps or watching movies or maybe helping your mom (in which you are doing at the time), hanging out with us (YAY!!!), listening to TOKIO HOTEL, writing a fic (like moi!) and whatever it is that can get your head out of her because I know that it isn't easy to actually forget the one person that you have been constantly thinking (and pour your soul into) out of your head (or heart).

Hope that helps. ^^

I don't know whether it's a good advice and I really hope there's no hard feeling (lol,lol). And do remember that I LOVE YOU NAD~~~ =D

-aish

help me?

urmm...
actually...i'm quite uncomfortable to say this.
i mean, idk how u guys would react.

tieq, i know ur probably getting bored already to become my loyal, good listener...
thx so much 4 being patient, n willing to listen to my whines and complaints...

but, yeah.
i feel very, very miserable now.
inside, not outside.

i think...i'm obsessed.
not wth tokio hotel.
wth pn. rozila...

it seems like a small problem to u, but it's my whole WORLD!
like i said, "love ends when obsession begins..."
seriously, I myself do not hv any idea wat's wrong wth me.

I just become, emotionally irrational when it comes to her.
i don't understand WHY??!!

to make it short, we...sorta fight.
and, yeah.
she did nothing.
get what i mean??
she didn't fight back...or, say sorry...
or, scold me 4 being emotional.
i jz hope at least she say something.
scold me, explain to me...or...simply whatever!

she did NOTHING and that pisses me off!
n now...we don't talk anymore...
i just...idk.
i need u guys to support,
suggest to me...
how the hell am I gonna stop this obsession?
it's tiring...n i feel like i'm a fucking gay...=.='

i'm sorry, i really am.
u guys r my friends...
I don't want to keep it to myself anymore.
i'm going insane!
jz hope i won't have to cry evry fucking night.
i tried to fight, but just can't.
help me, guys...
i'm confused! I feel like a piece of shit!
scheisse...i'm not like this.
this is so not me...

btw, i want to dedicate this song to her...
whom i used to love so dearly...but i doubt it now...
ugh..jz fuck it...no more love...only tears...

ps: drop ur comment plis. i appreciate it...i luv u all...
~nad~

To Nad: Jeffree Star's latest music VIDEO

Omg!!!!! I was soooo shocked.. biasenye fan-made music videos but this time it's the real thing.. n it's a new song.. Get Away With Murder.. damn.. he's so fucking thin!!! n his thighs are like half the size of mine! bloody hell.. soo envious.. n he has a shape!! for fucks sake la weh! no wonder he dresses in drag rite? he has a girl's body shape.. some girls don't even have it!!! lucky he doesn't put up fake boobies... D= seriously, there are parts where he looks soo sexy, but some are like not really.... o....k... lol... but overall the vid is just like who he is: explicitly sexy n is not afraid to show it.. lol.. the vid's rite down here.. clicky!!! X3

p/s: those who have no idea who's Jeffree Star, um... well, it might look really (REALLY) weird.. n VERY explicit.. aaah.. so don't 'clicky' if ur not comfy bout it.. lol.. i don't wanna be responsible for some cultivated shock kay.. heh.. ja~

missing u guyz (grr),

tieq