It's been a while people~

Yo,yo,yo! Aish is in the house~~~ -.-'''

So! As promised, here is the link to my livejournal~~~ If you guys want to comment do tell me first at here so that I can open the comments thingy to everyone. ^^

http://aish13892.livejournal.com/

Oh, and I'm not really that famous so...yeah. =P

To Nad, here is my advice. (lol.)

Why don't you just forget about her? -.-' I mean, even you said it yourself that it is not love anymore, it is more of an obsession so it is probably best for you (and her?) that you let go of her for a while until you can differentiate and control your feelings well enough.

Try to make yourself busy by reading books perhaps or watching movies or maybe helping your mom (in which you are doing at the time), hanging out with us (YAY!!!), listening to TOKIO HOTEL, writing a fic (like moi!) and whatever it is that can get your head out of her because I know that it isn't easy to actually forget the one person that you have been constantly thinking (and pour your soul into) out of your head (or heart).

Hope that helps. ^^

I don't know whether it's a good advice and I really hope there's no hard feeling (lol,lol). And do remember that I LOVE YOU NAD~~~ =D

-aish

help me?

urmm...
actually...i'm quite uncomfortable to say this.
i mean, idk how u guys would react.

tieq, i know ur probably getting bored already to become my loyal, good listener...
thx so much 4 being patient, n willing to listen to my whines and complaints...

but, yeah.
i feel very, very miserable now.
inside, not outside.

i think...i'm obsessed.
not wth tokio hotel.
wth pn. rozila...

it seems like a small problem to u, but it's my whole WORLD!
like i said, "love ends when obsession begins..."
seriously, I myself do not hv any idea wat's wrong wth me.

I just become, emotionally irrational when it comes to her.
i don't understand WHY??!!

to make it short, we...sorta fight.
and, yeah.
she did nothing.
get what i mean??
she didn't fight back...or, say sorry...
or, scold me 4 being emotional.
i jz hope at least she say something.
scold me, explain to me...or...simply whatever!

she did NOTHING and that pisses me off!
n now...we don't talk anymore...
i just...idk.
i need u guys to support,
suggest to me...
how the hell am I gonna stop this obsession?
it's tiring...n i feel like i'm a fucking gay...=.='

i'm sorry, i really am.
u guys r my friends...
I don't want to keep it to myself anymore.
i'm going insane!
jz hope i won't have to cry evry fucking night.
i tried to fight, but just can't.
help me, guys...
i'm confused! I feel like a piece of shit!
scheisse...i'm not like this.
this is so not me...

btw, i want to dedicate this song to her...
whom i used to love so dearly...but i doubt it now...
ugh..jz fuck it...no more love...only tears...

ps: drop ur comment plis. i appreciate it...i luv u all...
~nad~

To Nad: Jeffree Star's latest music VIDEO

Omg!!!!! I was soooo shocked.. biasenye fan-made music videos but this time it's the real thing.. n it's a new song.. Get Away With Murder.. damn.. he's so fucking thin!!! n his thighs are like half the size of mine! bloody hell.. soo envious.. n he has a shape!! for fucks sake la weh! no wonder he dresses in drag rite? he has a girl's body shape.. some girls don't even have it!!! lucky he doesn't put up fake boobies... D= seriously, there are parts where he looks soo sexy, but some are like not really.... o....k... lol... but overall the vid is just like who he is: explicitly sexy n is not afraid to show it.. lol.. the vid's rite down here.. clicky!!! X3

p/s: those who have no idea who's Jeffree Star, um... well, it might look really (REALLY) weird.. n VERY explicit.. aaah.. so don't 'clicky' if ur not comfy bout it.. lol.. i don't wanna be responsible for some cultivated shock kay.. heh.. ja~

missing u guyz (grr),

tieq

New Moon and Antique Bakery's trailer (fanmade)

So, I am probably one of the few people who haven't seen New Moon, by which I've watch last night and here was my first impression "God, what's wrong with Edward's eyebrow? It's freaking thick and bushy!" -.-'
It was...not good. lol. After the first 15 minutes, I was waiting, anticipating and begging for the movie to come to an end. It was too fast the way the storyline goes on (though I prefer too fast rather than too slow eg. Twilight) and there isn't enough time for we viewers to...err...how do I say this...menghayati the certain scenes .lol. I am soo not making any sense.

And dude, Edward and Bella are so stiff. -.-' -gets stoned by their fanatic fans-
And Jane, I wish there were more scenes of her. TT.TT Jacob was...hot. XD Eventhough he's a bit too bulky for my liking. Kinda prefer the lean wiry type. He's hot only after he cut those hideous long wig hair of his. -shudders- All in all, the movie was like an amateur work. -gets spanked by the director and a whole hour of lecture of how difficult to direct a movie-
Gotta say the action scenes were wow! I was begging for more! Especially when it involves those cute, cuddly, furry werewolves!

I give it a 2 out of 5. XD

And here are a little something!




XD I LOVE CASSIES! THEY ARE FUNNY!!!

-aish

p/s currently watching vampire diaries from Anna. -swoons- Damon is freaking HOT! LOL. I'll comment about it later after I've watch the whole 10 episodes. =)

official goodbye~~

rite, i'm feeling a lot better now..
Thank GOD!!
nway, my mp3 rosak..
i'm sad, of cos..but, couldn't blame it..
betul kot, mybe dia mrajuk sbb aku nk beli ipod..xP

ape2pun, i want to officially say goodbye to 'him'...
dear mp3...
thanks 4 being such a great company of mine for 2yrs..
i'll treasure our memories together..sob..sob..
(wat a drama queen...XP)

i'm so tired...working wth my mom is such a chaos!!
but, yeah! no choice, meh...sigh.

btw, tieq..
i accidentally ate a CHICKEN BALL that i deep-fried jz now..
dammit, man!! it's my mom's fault!! she asked me to test hw it tasted...
i didn't realize it's chicken!!! scheisse~~
i feel so bad, lol~~
will be extra careful next time...


SHOUT: i want takoyaki too!!! huhu~~~
wait 4 mee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


k, guyz...tata!!!

-nad-