WRAMBLES!!!

well...actually...there is no purpose actually in me writing this post. I just want to test out my writing ability. hehe. you see, it has been a while since I actually wrote anything that is decent enough to be read, especially in terms of writing a story... =.='

You see, there is a whole lot of people who is more and much good in writing, let us take for example you guys - Nad, Tieq, Teah, Una... (to Anna, your specialty is in tech ^^). and at times I feel intimidated and belittled... (lol. my grammar lect is soo gonna kill me for using 'and' at the beginning of a sentence. XD) it's just that...I tried writing and...it sucks. Perhaps it is because I haven't write and read as much as I used to be and you know what they say, "Practice makes Perfect" and practice is definitely what I haven't done in eons...huhu.

Anyway! I'm not giving up! HAHAHAHA! I'll try to write in this short span of two weeks time! And to study for my final exams! huhuhu...exams...I need DBSK to cheer me up...

and tons and tons of dark chocolate ice-cream...I crave for it...

-aish

Aloha!

yo,yo,yo!
what's yo-yo is that, yo!
-.-'

Anyway, as promised, here I am! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
I just want to mention A thing and that is --- inserts drumroll ---

I'M THINKING OF OPENING MY OWN BLOG! =D

but worry not my faithful friends, aka hard-die-fans of mine, I'll still be posting in this blog! =D

this CRAZY yet WONDROUS brain of mine proposed this CRAZY yet WONDROUS thought of mine when I was taking a CRAZY yet WONDROUS bath! XD

if, and that's a huge IF, I am opening this blog, I'm thinking of dedicating this new blog to -------------------

well...it's a surprised. HEHEHEHE...

and that is all for today my loyal die-hard-fans.

UNTIL NEXT TIME! -flies away like a fly-


-aish

so bored-lah...

ok, this blog is definitely dying.
how sad! T.T
anyway, I have something to show you guys!hihi...
an essay ! *squeals in excitement*
yeah, that's right.

an essay...but not an ordinary one. 'cos i've kept it for quite some time.
written during spm. but dunno why i was scared to post it.
lolz... ok, here it is.

~*~

Hallo!

Alles gut, eh?

Nway, I’m studying maths now… (yeah, rite…)

But, a brilliant idea suddenly came uninvited when I was doodling nothing particular wth my hands, just..numbers, formulas, etc.

Ok, I’m babbling. Let’s clear the bushes, shall we?

Out of the blue, I couldn’t stop but thinking about this one word “beauty”…no! it’s not bcos of spm 1119 paper… thanks to this fanfic, “Through His Eyes”…now I can’t settle down the flutters in my stomach after reading it… it’s super, duper amazing!! XD

So, I’m going to make a one-shot…just a fictional story, but, I use real characters here…no offense guys!! Just want to kill the boredom…allow me to start please…

Setting: In the middle of the world …or somewhere in Puncak Alam…

“I think she’s ugly,” Teah said pleasantly, like she’d just said the most remarkable thing in this world.

Aish stopped abruptly from her work…(I don’t know what she’s doing anyway), and replied quite accusingly to Teah,

“Why? Because she’s dark, is it?”

Teah always does that. She speaks her mind, without thinking what others might feel or react. I secretly think this is just Teah being herself. Can’t blame her though.

“No. She is ugly…and she is dark, obviously,” Teah replied confidently but didn’t look at Aish’s annoyed face anyway.

“Ugh…” Aish groaned audibly in surrender.

Dja just sat there, saying nothing.

But I know, deep inside her, she was thinking…a million oceans wide! Maybe, she just doesn’t want to say anything…yet.

Setting: Around the school canteen…

The day was pleasant…(smiles…)

As usual, we conquered two tables there…to eat. Nothing much could be done during recess…just eat. That’s when the heart-to-heart session started. Aish and Dja played important roles here…lol…

“I seriously think I hate people. I hate guys. I hate their stupid and shallow perceptions…narrow-minded much. Typical Asian man…bla…bla…”

We all just listen to Aish’s mountainous amount of dissatisfaction. Of course Tieq, Qhis and Dja will alternately butt in to voice out their opinions too…I prefer to listen. Hana and Una will just listen but they also smile slyly and laugh to any amusing part of the conversation.

Teah wasn’t there. She’s absent.

“I think it’s unfair to say someone is ugly just because she is dark,” Dja said. (I remember this part vividly)

“I am dark. I don’t like it when fair people get EVERYTHING!” Aish said out loud. (Yeah…I agree.)

When they were all done expressing their thoughts, their eyes darted to me. I stayed silent, though.

“Nad is so quiet,” Aish broke the silence.

I just smiled. I was not quiet inside! I had loads to say…but, I prefer to keep it to myself. But hey, I love it this way. I love my friends so much. Each of them has their own uniqueness that I’ve analyzed throughout our 2-years of friendship. If only my friends know how much I love them, and how desperately I want to be with them all the time, not willing to separate even for a second. But things do not go that way. We will go our separate ways…someday. I’m going to miss you guys…

Aish, Dja, Hana, Qhis, Teah, Tieq, Una…

--------------------------END OF Stupid STORY--------------------------

Hahah! Scheisse!

Aku rasa dah tersasar krgn ni…

Nway, I wanted to talk about beauty.

U know, some people just…tried so hard to show their beauty…

And compare it to everyone else…

They thought they’ll be happy that way…

As for me…I don’t feel happy that way.

I love beauty…I appreciate other’s beauty…

I have found 3 beautiful things in this world that never failed to make my day… Tokio Hotel, Rozila Daud and my friends…

I’m a boring person I know!! But I’m happy that way…

As long as I have these 3 things, I won’t ask for anything else…

One thing for sure, there are yet more beautiful things I haven’t discovered…I hope one day I can see it…and feel it…

Teah!!! I’m sorry!!! It’s a fictional story k?? no offense…huhu~~

ps: the beauty of love is to admire without desiring…

loves, nad.

blood is thicker than water

so, that's our new blog theme.
if u don't like it, don't hesitate to change , ok???
just think that, we're like sisters...and nothing can separate us;
cos "blood is thicker than water"...
haha~ lame-o!!!!

so, i need to go now, got class after this...
just know that i miss u guys so much!
hope we'll meet soon! take care...
all the best in studies!
i'll be posting more frequently also... if I have free time.
u guys better do the same, ok???

loves, nad.

The blog is on baby!

I am trying my best to keep this blog alive, peeps!!!

As we all are going to leave for uni and matrix, I think it is better for us to keep communicate from the usage of this blog!~~~~
Well, correctly speaking, most of us are already leaving... I don't think I can go to Dja's sis' wedding...sob,sob...

Anyway, HOW ARE YOU PEEPS DOING!!!???

do answer the question...and I'm holding up, trying to make new friends and such...sigh

Life is...err...I'm trying to be all philosophical here but can't seem to find the word...lol.

I WANT TO FINISH MY FANFIC! and start learning stuff...I mish studying...lol. I'm such a nerd...

later!~~

p/s to whoever who wrote the previous the post...well...if you have any trouble with money...err...I can help? I don't really have a whole lot of money but hey, WE ARE FRIENDS! lol =.='''


Mish you guys!~~~

-aish