I guess I just got dump

yep.the title explain everything. sigh. soo, I guess I just got dump. Haha.Yup.By PB&J nevertheless... Poor me. What can I do? Sigh. I guess it's just me, all alone, with my fictional boyfriends,and my vampire hotties, as usual. Sigh. I'm soo freaking sad. I could actually write a story about this. Haha.Maybe one day,when I grow up, I'll remember this moment and laugh about it with my fantastic, gorgeous husband. Mwahahahaha. God I'm pathetic.

Sigh. Damn. The hell am I suppossed to face him? Sigh. Oh well, just act natural I guess. Sigh. Wow, I sigh soo much today. Sigh. I'm sad man. Heartbroken. But it's okay. I still have Hero the gay.XD Kidding. Woa, I really am depressed. Making jokes just to cheer myself up. Damn it. Damn myself. I'm the freaking cool, not easily fall head over heels type of vamp! I'm evil and cruel and sadistic!!!MWAHAHAHAHA!WHERE GONE THOU MY POWER!?

Sigh. Oh, hi wani. She'' be reading this so I better say hi to her or my throat will be cut off. XD Soo much for her being my lucky charm.XD Kidding wani. I'm trying to cheer myself up here. You can't blame a heartbroken vamp who is trying hard to mask her tears right? Haha. Sigh. This is all for now. If you want to know the details, shoot it. XD Ciao now.

2 Dec 08 11:31p.m.
a now full-fledged vamp~

movies review~ by nad...

ellow... as usual, look at the title... i'm so not gud at this, but well, i'm in the mood man... who cares??

this sch hols, i watched quite a lot of movies act. it's something that i usually don't do. lol... yeah well, since GSC is like a hop, leap and jump from my tuition centre, y don't u just grab a chance to stop by and watch movies while waiting 4 ur parents to pick u up?? agree??
ok, i'll stop the rubbish talk now... lets just be straight to the point...

i'd like to comment on 2 movies here... Eng&BM.

1) Twilight

omG!!! it's awesome dude!! i mean, edward is hawt!! thank god, though i don't read the book series (yet!!), i still can understand the plots throughout the stories (aish, u talked a lot about this series, and it get stucked in my head, without me realizing it... lol)... nway, it's incredibly fantastic!! (i love edward's speed!!) out of 10, i give a sweet number, 9. at least i think it's cool, but i guess, maybe the book is far more interesting... i know... ok, i'll read it later, then compare to the movie. what i can say is, so far, everybody's like giving good comments for it. idk, flyfm's topic is all about TWILIGHT this week... so yeah, it's great!! good job and congrats to anyone involved in producing this movie...

2) Antoo Fighter

*sigh*
that was my first reaction when my bros couldn't stop from talking abt it.. i mean, the hell?? the title is so weirdd... and, i think, the co-stars r like... what?? but nway, i just give up cos the main reason for me to watch this movie is to spend time wth my bros and auntie. so, i just watched it-lah!! just a small sacrifice rite?? omG!!! it's great too!! i mean, i've never expected that radhi oag can be an excellent actor. belle also!! the dialogues contain malay sense of humour, (i lyke!!). a bit mengarut but can help us release tension and stress also. however, i just found that some jokes used r kinda stereotype... but, small matter. can improve it next time... i think there will be Antoo Fighter 2... woww... can't wait 4 it! i'm excited! btw, the story is about a group of chosen people, 5 of them, and they r tasked to actually fight ghosts (they want to conquer the world!), and keep the tranquility of the world... ahh...

ok that's all. i'm expecting Twilight reviews (long version) from aish and tieq. i know u guys have LOTS of things to comment/praise/criticise abt it... don't disappoint me dude!! yeyy... cicakman coming soon!! hahaha...

tata~~ (nad ka)

The MPH-ALLIANCE Bank National Short Story Prize

salam...
to tieq and aish, i know u'd love this.
an essay competition, again!!

so, just don't 4get to go to MPH...
search for the entry form, buy books, then keep the receipt as a proof...
for further details, just read the pamphlet lorh...
so lazy to type... lol...

the theme: "Staying and Leaving"

interesting rite??
good luck dude...
(me: depends on my mood...)

p/s: the blog is dying again... no one cares when i posted about my dream guy... T_T it's ok... sob... sob... tata~~ (nad ka)

my dream guy; Bill Kaulitz...

o..k...
u've read the title right...

ugghh... finally, i've found the guy whom i really like... (not literally)

i mean, he's hawt much!!

i like every single thing about him,

from head to toe... (literally)

*blushed*

awh man... what's wrong with me??

u guys know me right??

i'm not that kind of girl who can simply like a guy, just like that??

no way!! but, it's different this time... dunno y... *sigh*

well, let me tell u a bit about this special guy...

his name, Bill Kaulitz-Trumper ( i think so..)

going to be 20 on 1st september 09 ( virgo again!!)

he's the frontman/vocalist/singer/composer of the hottest German band, Tokio Hotel!

o yeah, he has a twin, Tom Kaulitz who is so... "different" from him...

but, he's lucky much to get so much love from Bill... i'm so jealous!!

imagine ok?? they are just brothers... but, Bill is like... admiring Tom so much till recently he had this tattoo in german words, in English means " I love you Tom" ... so cute right??

what do i like about him...??

hmm... it's hard to answer that question...

what i can say is, he has something that most men out there do not have...

he has personality, looks, talent...

but i don't like him because of that...

he has SOMETHING!!

he's the one and only Bill Kaulitz in this world...

no one can be like him no matter how hard they try...

the charm is in him... naturally...

at least that's what i think...

there's one really, really special think about him...

the way he thinks and acts...

he's totally different from Tom, Georg and Gustav in TH band...

he's not weird, just different...

that's what makes him special...

i think, people always look at him as a superstar...

and admire him because of that...

but why is it so hard for him to find his true love??

probably...he wants someone who can love him the way he is...

someone who makes he feels comfortable, secure and loved like when he's with Tom...

i'm just assuming... lol...

whatever it is, though I don;t know much about him... i just know that he's special...

special in any ways... i mean it!!

my last word : i hope he'll find a nice girl to keep him in company, and inspire him to produce more hit songs... and show him many beautiful things in this life (other than music)...the girl must love him sincerely, don't hurt him or i'll hunt her to death... muahaha~~~ (just kidding!)

i'm so in love with him... shoot me!!

which guy from Tokio Hotel would u choose?? just want to know... (me: bill!!)

p/s: don't kutuk me please..... i like this guy... i want someone like him!! i mean it!!

loves, nad_fern_agreeable...

to aish

please continue your interesting story in this blog
as we are so busy during these holidays,ahaha ;DD ok me actualy that is freaking busy,
i just dunno y ://
well what's the next babe?
cant wait for more!
rply this asap!