Saturday, 8 March 2008


This makes my day...


Friday, 7 March 2008


If all else perished and he remained, I would still continue to be. And if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the world would become a mighty stranger
-- Wuthering Heights

So, up there is a phrase from Wuthering Heights. And as you guys can see from the title above, it is QOUTES TIME!!! Meaning I'll be posting lots of quotes for this post. So... before I continued, let me tell you that most of the quotes that I'll be posting today are from the Twilight series. I'll try to do other books quotes if I have the time. For now, enjoy them!

‘You are my life. You’re the only thing it would hurt to lose’
-- Edward

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
-- Bella

Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair.
-- Bella

'Before you Bella, my life was like a moonless night, very dark but there were stars-points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.'
-- Edward

‘When I left you, Bella, I left you bleeding. Jacob was the one who stitched you back up again. That was bound to leave it’s mark – on the both of you. I’m not sure those kind of stitched dissolve on their own. I can’t blame either of you for something I made necessary. I may gain forgiveness, but that does not let me escape the consequences.’
-- Edward

'I’m here and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you I didn’t want you, it was the blackest kind of blasphemy.’
-- Edward

'Clouds I can handle, but I can't fight an eclipse'
-- Jacob

'The worst part is that I saw it the whole thing – our whole life. And I want it bad, Jake, I want it all. I want to stay right here and never move. I want to love you and make you happy. And I can’t, and it’s killing me…'

And lastly down there is me personal fav. It is not from the Twilight series. I got it from somewhere. It is my inspiration to be a writer. Haha. And below the quote is a song. I suggest you listen to that song while reading this post. It changes the mood a bit. So...that's it for now. Talk to you later.

“ Do not worry. You have always written before and you will write now. All you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence you know. ”
-- Ernest Hemingway


In the middle of the night

I'm writing this post. Yet again. Currently listening to Yiruma's. Very beautiful... You guys should definitely listen his music. He's a pianoist(?) by the way. *yawn* I'm not sleepy. I might look sleepy but I'm not. Really. I'm just tired. And in need of oxygen.*take a deep breath*
Okay. I do not know what to say and what to type and what to think. Well, I lied about the thinking part. There's a lot of things that I can think about.But, I don't think I want to share it with you guys. It's nothing really. So...hmm...*thinking*

Well, wow, this song is pretty good...Sorry about that. I was just thinking what to say to all of you when suddenly the song that I'm currently listening to came to the chorus part and it is actually pretty good. Except for the singer's voice. She could have do better at the low note. Okay. Back to the subject,wait... there's no subject. Silly me. Let's find a subject then.

Hmm... I want an ice - cream (random) . I want a chocolate and peppermint with chocolate chip! And I seriously need to cut off my weight. Grr...

'It was night. At first, nothing happened. The air was cool and the grass was damp from the rain. It was silent. Then suddenly there was a loud crashing sound from the outside. I jumped from my bed and went hurriedly to the front of my house knowing what awaits me. I grab for my trusted silver knife on my belt while standing behind my front door. There, in the middle of the dark, was the devil himself.'

Up there is a bit of .... well, I don't know what is it about. I just wrote what I feel like writing. And there you have it people. A little of something. I better do my folio.
and is it grab or grabbed???


Thursday, 6 March 2008


I never knew that netball is soo ganas. I just got elbowed(?) once on the side of my left eye, lots of blisters and a really bad sun-burned. I am now soo extremely over-tanned. Oh yeah, the part where I got elbowed(again,?) well, let me tell you, it doesn't hurt like hell. It stings, a lot, but it doesn't really that bad. Except when you first got elbowed. That was hurt. It stings soo bad that it brings tears to your eyes. But now, it's nothing but a bruise. A blue bruise I might add. My sun-burned,is incredibly overrated. (god, my english is soo bad) From now on, whenever I step outside, I will remember to wear sun-block. The sunlight here at Malaysia (again,bad english) is soo not good. Bad for your skin. Believe me.

'I am an animator. I am the Executionar. But now I know I'm something else. The one thing my Grandmother Flores feared most. I am a necromancer. The dead are my specialty.'

The phrase up there is from The Laughing Corpse by Laurell K Hamilton. One of Anita Blake series. And let me tell you, this series is good. When I first read Guilty Pleasures,the first series, I was like,'Not bad.Okaylah...' And then I read the second one and I was like 'Wow. This is good, dude... What happens next? Will Anita be Jean-Claude's human servant? Will she? And what with her new power as a necromancer?' Ulala... Things get more interesting...
Oh. I forgot. This book is also about vampires, and werewolves, and zombies, and ghouls, and fairies, and all that stuff. So, to those who don't really like this kind of book, I suggest that you guys give this book a try. Only after you dudes read the Twilight series first. It's a bit light. The Anita's series are a bit heavy. Lots of things going on. You are being introduce into a new world when you read this series. Fast-paced and filled with nonstop action. My kind of book.

'When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to end'


Monday, 3 March 2008

I am thinking of...

and dye my hair blonde.
Ha-ha-ha.I was just kidding about dying my hair blonde.It's just that whenever I do this quiz what hair is your colour,I always get blonde.Hmmm...
Anyway,about the belly button ring,I am giving it a very serious thought.It's just that,I have my doubts.Can we,muslims get a belly button ring?If can then count me in.And I also want to pierce my back just below my spinal.

I don't think I want to tell my mom about this.I mean,if I do tell I think she will want me not to do it.Or maybe not.I don't know.But anyway,I don't feel like telling her.I want to do something bad for once.Hehehe.
Hmm...I don't know what makes me want to get a belly button ring and pierce my back just below my spinal.I think it is called middle age crisis but in this case it is 'teen crisis'.Oh yeah,I forgot,does anyone here know where I can get a black lipstick?Uh oh.I am turning emo...Cool...And for those who know where to find a black lipstick,do let me know.

That's all for today.I am going to finish up all my homework then start reading Greywalker.After that,I'm gonna read Wuthering Heights.Then,Song of Solomon.Next,Vampire Diaries 1,2,3,4.Wow.Soo many books to read.Oh yeah,forgot.First of all,I have to read Bukit Kepong to finish up my folio.Grr...


Sunday, 2 March 2008

no subject

To all loyal as well as faithful readers of this blog, I apologize because i didn't post anything useful in this blog... its just that, i don't have much things to say... esp to aish and tieq... ahakkss... cowey again...

ok, the title of this post is "no subject". so, obviously, i won't strike up any topic in this post... lol... just typing here, for fun... lalala...

n yeah, i need some advices from u guys... i mean, i have no idea y i'm like this... i mean, i feel a bit left-out when u guys have specific interests and leisure time hobbies... like aish, i think those vampy thingie r soo cool... but how sad!!! its not for me... i dun fancy it much... n tieq, no comment... u have like millions of interests, n u r just so passionate about it... won't get bored easily... how cool is that!!!!

unlike me... i dun like anything.... GET WHAT I MEAN??? NOTHING!!! NADA!!! urgghh... tensionn seyhh... i've tried to like SUMTINK but hell nope, it just doen't work on me... i'm fine with it... but at the same time, i just feel... weird?? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................................